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Monthly Archives: March 2015

Life- Intimidating, but adventurous 

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Posted on March 25, 2015 by hissmonster

   I am not sure any phase of my life has been so terrifying. And, I’m not sure why. I have been through worse, much worse.  Yet, this time I feel so all alone, unable to make salient connections.  I … Continue reading →

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged apprehension, fear, Friendship, intimacy, life changes, new steps, relationships, social connections | Leave a reply

Life, Rudderless

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Posted on March 24, 2015 by hissmonster

      I sit here battered and bruised.  A veteran of therapy and breakdowns, depression and recovery.  Yet, I know that I’m not whole.  I will never be whole.   Have you ever felt like your life was like a … Continue reading →

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged adrift, boar, control, direction, life, motivation, soul, surrender | Leave a reply

I Think Life Would Be Easier If I Were Dead.

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Posted on March 20, 2015 by hissmonster

 No I’m not suicidal.  I just think that haunting a few people would be preferable to actually dealing with them. I have had it with broken promises And hypocrites that preach love and understanding but demonstrate anything but… I … Continue reading →

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged dead, ghosts, hypocrites, life, musings, promises, torture | 4 Replies

A Momentary Exhale

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Posted on March 5, 2015 by hissmonster

 Boston has been frozen over for the last 30+ days.  Under mountains of frozen water the city slumbers, gasps for breath and waits for the warmth of change. Like the city itself, my family has been frozen; in an … Continue reading →

Posted in reflections | Tagged addiction, alcoholism, breathe, frozen, hitting bottom, ice, moments, rehab, snow, spring, storm, thaw, winter | Leave a reply

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